the world is crashing in on me, I’m too tired to care
I already feel like I’m just never there
walking around like a zombie feeling only one emotion
sadness washes over me like a wave from a huge black ocean
exhaustion is just a friendly companion
pushing me deeper into the canyon
and no one seems to understand
that if I finally do ascend
without the help of any friend
THAT is when my world will end

3/30/98